I spent the weekend in a crippling depression. Saturday I felt terrible. I asked a girl out, one I've been pinning over for a long time, and she told me she had a headache otherwise she completely would. Better than I have to wash my hair, but only just. Anyways, later that night I stole one of my brother's fries from the fridge while I was making toast, and my mother, dear mother, she gives me such an incredulous look. She says to me, "You're eating while you're waiting for your food?"
Shattered me to bits when I was already feeling fragile. So what did I do? I took two more Apidexin and some benedryl. Woke up this morning with benedryl's characteristic chemical hangover. I felt absent all day, watching the Sopranos and the Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I took more diet pills, and it left me with such a headache I sobbed from the pain. There were other symptoms too, which I looked up and have self-diagnosed as caffeine overdose. Not full-blown 1.6 g overdose, but just before overdose symptoms.
So I look Aleve, which is an NSAID, and drank a half gallon of water over an hour.
I feel, so so much better. My head still hurts but at least I'm no longer photo- and phonophobic.
Plus!
My secret was 'published' on SecretZen.com.
Yep. That's me. I sent it in two weeks ago after some high schooler hurled an insult at me from his car.
I've also spent the day making my LJ beautiful. New layout, and several new icons. Bonus!French title, too.